TNT

Being the only non-smoker in the house is really starting to get to me.

Watching my boyfriend try to quit is ever harder. He compares not being able to have a cigarette to wanting to claw his face off. Like a deep itch inside him that he can't scratch.

I used to be fine with cigarettes... but now it just pisses me off. The smoke gets in my eyes and in my hair. I smell like cigarettes. From just being around my friends, wanting to sit out on the porch and socialize with them.

Uhg, I'm sorry ponies, it's just how I feel right now.